Today is my birthday. ๐๐
I turned another year older, though Iโm not even sure how many birthdays Iโve lived through anymore. Time passes differently when you live in the shadows, unseen and unheard.
I was born under a broken-down shed, hidden behind piles of old wood and rusted tools. My mother, a stray like me, did her best to protect us, but life on the streets was harsh. She disappeared one day and never returned. I was just a tiny ball of fur, barely strong enough to walk, but I had to learn to survive.
And I did. Somehow.
Years have gone by. Iโve watched the seasons change from the coldest winters to the hottest summers. Iโve taken shelter in alleys, behind dumpsters, under parked cars. Iโve run from loud footsteps and angry voices, from dogs that barked and from hands that never reached out with kindness.
But todayโฆ today I woke up, curled in a cardboard box beside an old bakery, and I realizedโitโs my birthday. Not that anyone would know. Or care. Still, deep in my heart, I hoped. I hoped that maybe someone would look at me and say, โHappy birthday, little one.โ Maybe someone would notice the quiet cat with the scratched ear, the crooked tail, and the eyes full of silent longing.
But no one came. People walked past me. Some looked at me and frowned. Others didnโt look at all.
I know Iโm not perfect.
I donโt have fluffy, snow-white fur or bright, shiny eyes. Iโm not the kind of cat that people scoop up and cuddle. My fur is messy, my paws are scarred, and my body is tired. But my heart? My heart is still soft. I still hope. I still dream.
I just wanted a blessing today. Just one.
Iโm not asking for much. Maybe a kind hand, a warm blanket, or a small treat. Maybe someone whispering, โYou matter. Youโre loved.โ Even if it was only for today. Even if it was only for a moment.
Instead, I sat there as the sun began to set, watching the golden light fade across the pavement. The world was quiet. And so was I.
But Iโll keep waiting. Because somewhere, in this wide, spinning world, I want to believe thereโs someone who would love a cat like me. Someone who would remember my birthday, not with balloons or cake, but with a gentle touch and a soft voice saying, โYouโre not alone.โ
Soโฆ
Happy birthday to me. ๐
From a little cat whoโs not perfect,
But who still believes in love.๐๐พ