Can a dog as ugly as me receive love from you?

 

I can still remember the days when I would watch other dogs run happily, their coats shining and tails wagging. I’d stand at the side, unnoticed, my heart aching as I wished for just a small piece of that happiness. My fur, once soft and smooth, had been ravaged by mange. It left behind patches of bare skin, some areas red and sore, others covered in scabs. My coat, which should have been beautiful, had become a mix of uneven, patchy fur. I wasn’t like the other dogs. I wasn’t like the dogs everyone wanted to pet, to love. I was different—ugly, to be honest—and that made me feel small and insignificant.

I’ve learned not to look in the mirror because I already know what I would see—an imperfect creature, a dog that most people would pass by without a second thought. The world doesn’t always have a place for dogs like me, those who are scarred, unkempt, and often overlooked. My ears, once perky, droop now because of the constant irritation I feel from the mange. My eyes, once filled with hope, have started to carry a sadness I can’t hide. I’m so tired of being invisible. I’m tired of no one seeing me, no one offering a kind word or touch.

One day, as I wandered through the streets, I stopped in front of a house. I had seen people there before—kind people. But I wasn’t sure if I could ever get close enough to them. I was scared. What if they turned me away because of how I looked? Would they see my suffering, or would they only see my ugliness? Still, the loneliness in my heart made me take a step forward.

I sat on the porch, a little away from the door, watching the warm light spilling out from inside. I couldn’t bring myself to go any closer. My body trembled, not just from the cold but from fear. Could I, a dog so scarred, be worthy of love? Could I ever find someone who would see past my imperfections and see me for who I truly was—a dog who just wanted to belong?

As I sat there, shivering and uncertain, the door slowly creaked open. I froze, heart pounding in my chest. A figure stepped out into the light. It was a woman, her face soft and kind. She looked down at me, and for a brief moment, I thought she might just ignore me, walk back inside, and leave me to my thoughts. But instead, she knelt down, her eyes meeting mine with compassion.

“Oh, you poor thing,” she whispered gently. “What happened to you?”

She didn’t look away, and her voice didn’t carry the judgment I feared. She reached out, slowly, as though she could feel the weight of my uncertainty. Her hand brushed against my back, and though it stung in places, I felt a warmth spread through me that I hadn’t known in so long. It wasn’t the touch I had been waiting for—it was something even more profound. It was the kindness that had been missing from my world for so long.

“Can a dog as ugly as me receive love from you?” I wanted to ask, but I couldn’t speak the words. I could only look up at her with all the hope I had left in my eyes, wondering if this would be the moment I had waited for my entire life.

Without hesitation, she scooped me up in her arms, her hands cradling me with the gentlest care. I had been expecting her to flinch or pull away, but instead, she held me close, whispering soft words I didn’t understand but felt deeply. I closed my eyes, allowing myself to surrender to the warmth of her embrace. For the first time in what seemed like forever, I didn’t feel ugly. I felt wanted.

She took me inside and wrapped me in a soft blanket, brushing through the patches of fur that had been lost to the mange. She didn’t see the imperfections on my skin, the scars on my body, or the patchy fur. She only saw me, a dog who needed love, who needed a chance.

The days that followed were filled with kindness. The vet came to see me, treating the mange that had plagued me for so long. Slowly, my skin began to heal, and with each day, I started to look a little less like the sick, broken dog I had been. But the most important change wasn’t just physical—it was emotional. I was no longer that invisible dog, curled up in the corner, hoping for a moment of love. I had found a home, a place where I was cherished for who I was, not for what I looked like.

As I lay by her side each night, I realized something. It didn’t matter that I was scarred, or that my fur wasn’t perfect. What mattered was that someone saw beyond the surface, beyond my wounds and imperfections. She saw the love in my eyes, the loyalty in my heart, and she gave me the one thing I had longed for—the opportunity to be loved, just as I was.

In the end, it wasn’t about beauty or perfection. It was about kindness, compassion, and the willingness to see the heart of a creature in need. And for the first time in my life, I could say with all my heart that I was loved. I was no longer the ugly dog who begged for affection. I was simply a dog, loved deeply by someone who chose to see me for who I truly was.

“Can a dog as ugly as me receive love from you?” I had asked in my heart, and the answer was a resounding, beautiful yes.

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